This morning when I replaced my old planner, I paged through some of my entries from the first few months of 2020, when the year was new and we had no idea what the future held.
Last January, friends and I met in Northampton to celebrate my birthday, and last February I met a friend for lunch and a walk at Tower Hill Botanic Garden: two outings I took for granted at the time but seem unimaginably exotic now. Right before my birthday last year, I went to the Zen Center on a Sunday morning then walked to Harvard Square to drink hot chocolate and write in my journal at Burdick’s Cafe, and a few days later, I went to a postcard-writing meetup in Chelmsford: the last two times I set foot in a cafe.
Every year, I make more or less the same goals for the New Year, renewing my intention to write in my journal daily, blog three times a week, and go to the Zen Center and a museum at least once a month. Although I’ve been journaling throughout the pandemic, I haven’t blogged much: with so much of life happening virtually these days, I’ve looked for any excuse to unplug. And with both the Zen Center and many museums closed, those two goals are officially on hold.
Last year started innocently enough then turned weird in March. I’m hoping that as more people have access to one of several COVID-19 vaccines, life will return to some semblance of normal-ish by the end of this year: not life as it was, but a life that allows outings and gatherings and other planner-worthy activities.
Jan 1, 2021
Goals on hold
Posted by Lorianne under Life in the time of Coronavirus | Tags: New Year's Day, resolutions |[3] Comments
Jan 1, 2021 at 8:40 pm
Happy New Year, Lorianne, whatever that means in this strangest time. I looked through some old entries too, and hope next year to be writing something that feels closer to those than what we’re writing this January 1st.
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Jan 4, 2021 at 1:53 pm
Perhaps this year is starting weird but will straighten out in March???? We can all hope. I find this to be true this year. Usually every year is filled with expectations, and plans to accomplish this thing or that. 2021? It’s just blank. I have hopes, but no real expectations. I cannot plan anything until we see what happens next. The only thing that I can do is make peace with where I am at, right now. And that is a strange place to begin a new chapter, isn’t it?
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Jan 6, 2021 at 9:10 am
Making peace with where we’re at is the ultimate Zen goal, so here’s to a very Zenny 2021.
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